Day 13
I celebrate the lessons God has taught me over the years. I remember one time my job was taken away from me on account of a conspiracy based on a lie.As a Christian , I went to God in prayer with the air of righteous indignation. I was so sure that God had to do something because he knew I was innocent and I was not shy about letting him know. How can he be there and they get away with this, I insinuated to him multiple times . Eventually , I got the job back and I was so pumped.
A decade later, I faced a different situation. I was in all sorts of difficulty but this time it was entirely my own making. As a Christian , I could barely pray besides begging God for forgiveness . I was crushed with guilt and a strong sense of stupidity. No bravado in prayer, just a timid , unsure demeanor. This lasted for a good while.
One day as I was begging God as usual, I perceived his words in my thoughts asking a question. DO YOU THINK I AM GOOD TO YOU ONLY WHEN YOU ARE INNOCENT ? IF THAT WAS THE CASE , YOU WILL NOT BE HERE NOW . Wow! That day , hope rose in my heart like a tiny candle in a dark room . I stopped begging for forgiveness and began to declare his goodness over my life. Not everything I believe for have I seen, but against hope in hope I believe that HIS WORD I believe is accomplished .